will you make a plan to love me sometime soon?

I've been feeling more confidant with myself lately, which is really really nice. It's rare that, that happens.  I just try to tell myself not to give a fuck what everyone thinks, because if they don't like how I am, then they aren't worth it.

Feeling kinda disappointed today. I put too much faith in certain people, and they just let me down. I've been pushing my negative feelings into the back of my mind, but the fact that they keep resurfacing makes me wonder. 

basically, boys are dumb. 

But I get to go home tonight for a much needed break from this cold city. I need warm weather and color.