Monday, January 12, 2009

oh baby baby please, i feel an urgent need to apologize


so I started this blog because i have a lot of thoughts about stuff, and things that I think are interesting that i want to share with people. I have a LiveJournal, but i like to keep that sort of private. So I'll think of this as my public journal. 


I've been pretty lost lately, mostly with myself. 

I can't quite find what it is I'm looking to do with my life. I love photography, I just hope I can make a good career out of it.

Most of you know that I'm definitely not the most outgoing person in the world. My lack of confidence has a lot to do with it, and recently I've been feeling extremely down about myself, and I don't know why.

i just wish i was better at talking to people, i feel so awkward and never have anything good to say, or it just comes out weird and stupid, or i can't say what i mean, and if i get nervous my mind just goes blank.

Mostly, i just need to stop caring what people think, and be me, because if they don't like it, they aren't worth it.

easier said than done.



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